Friday, June 26, 2009

Nietzsche and the Unabomber

Nietzsche was a philosopher that I (really) discovered not long after shifting to atheism. Nietzsche's willingness to toss aside anything that didn't stand up to honest examination was refreshing and his critique of society at large was frequently chuckle inducing. Nietzsche's commentary on nihilism and the notion that it was a stepping-stone to a greater-than-human philosophy appealed to me as well. Many mistake Nietzsche for a nihilist when he in fact was not, and frequently critiqued it. The idea that he was a nihilist may have risen from his willingness to deconstruct virtually any social norm or popular ethical concept.

The important part of what he had to say about nihilism was with regards to how it was acceptable as an 'intermediary' truth until something that superceded and was somehow untainted by the human experience could be uncovered. Existentialism and post-existentialism are seen by some as follow-ups to Nietzsche's quest, but I've never really considered them to be acceptable except as potentially useful tools for handling life.

There are two primary interests in my philosophical life that I give time and thought to. One is to the post-human philosophy that Nietzsche's ubermensch could potentially unveil. The other is the consequences of industrial society on human life and the repercussions of the coming post-scarcity society.

Post-scarcity, to the unitiated, is a point an industrial society reaches were all resources are plentiful to the degree where price and money with respect to resources mean little. That is to say, supply has outstripped demand in all meaningful practical aspects of life and thusly all needs are provided for. Matter of social capital would still, of course, be relevant.

While this sounds like a virtual heaven-on-earth to anyone just now encountering the concept, that is at best a rather callow estimation. On further examination, it seems clear that there are a great deal of uncertainties surrounding how this would affect humanity as a species.

Theodore Kaczynski is someone who is known (at least amongst those familiar with his work) for having concerns about the industrial revolution as well as the consequences of post-scarcity. While he is more commonly known for being the unabomber (a reaction to personal objections to industrial society that I do not endorse nor ever will), his manifesto is actually worth reading if post-scarcity is of interest to you. Keeping in mind that his work is relatively standard reading material for anarcho-primitivists, it's worth reading due to the quality and breadth of what he talks about.

While I myself am not an anarcho-primitivist, I've had the feeling that we're in an uncanny valley of sort with respect to human happiness for some time. We're getting sicker and feebler, we're developing new mental illnesses by the decade, and we're finding new ways to become alienated from ourselves all the time. Even if post-scarcity were to say, fix all of our material/physical ailments, I don't see the immaturity of our present society being cured by a lack of material need. If anything, it would completely destabilize the social fabric of our society and virtually destroy everything that makes us distinctly human.

In fact, this process has already begun. The declining rate of fatherhood around the world, but especially in modern western society is a contributing factor to many societal ills. Not only that, but fatherhood has recently been proposed as a defining characteristic of what make us human as it's rather uncommon amongst mammals in addition to other reasons.

The kind of problems we have today with the diaspora of families would pale next to the kind of hollow people that could be found in a post-scarcity society that was ill-suited or unprepared for the changes that are entailed.

I just don't see any good alternatives. Returning to the wild doesn't really satisfy me pragmatically, so I can't take it seriously. For me personally, there might be a way to satisfy various human needs that date from our paleolithic origins, but how much of it is feasible or would be meaningful, I do not know. I've involuntarily gotten in touch with my inner craving of meat and the hunt over the past few years, and it's getting to be an intolerable itch.

Faced with the desire to produce a step beyond nihilism philosophically, and a way of life that copes with the realities of being human in industrial society, I remain puzzled. I remain doubtful that there is any chance of meaningful synthesis of the two questions as well.

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Bank Blues

I went to the training meeting for the pizza delivery job yesterday. It was less training, and more that you got the job just for showing up on time and filling out some paperwork. I'll know what my schedule/shifts are next week via phone. In the meantime, I've been invited to stay with the aforementioned friend's family until I begin working.

I went to get my license and tags taken care of at the BMV today, (aka, Satan's Asshole), which in and of itself was an uncommonly pleasant experience but I had issues with the ATM. I never actually set a PIN on my account and thusly do not know the default. Either way, working out ome kind of scheme to transfer the money to my friend's account and have him withdraw cash.

A friend on IRC wanted to see my car, rather than the pretty El Camino just so she could see what I'm driving around, so I've provided the pictures below.














































The above is a bullet ricochet my car received a few months ago at about 5 in the morning.

Good times.

Monday, June 22, 2009

Initial

I've been drifting for a few months now, looking from city to city for work. I was unsuccessful in Bucyrus and cleared out of Bucyrus on last Sunday. I was staying in Bucyrus with some old friends of the family, but things got rather unstable there, and I knew I'd need to move back to Columbus to be able to find any work, so I left.

I thought I'd be in Columbus by now, but I was delayed because of a visit to a friend's house that has since turned into a temporary place for me to attempt to get my bearings and follow up on work opportunities. My best friend Lee and his family are extremely hospitable and that amongst other reasons make me want to make certain I don't get comfortable and move back out to Columbus as soon as work beckons. While this'll mean no more food/comfy sleep/stable internet, it'll give me some impetus to get things sorted quickly.

My present location of exile from society is Urbana, which is a rather rural part of Ohio, but there is Springfield nearby for some of the amenities that may be needed beyond the basics at the local Wal-Mart. I managed to get back in touch with the manager at the pizza place that I had looked into previously and I'm scheduled to show up for training in Hilliard on Wednesday. I'm as yet uncertain whether I'll stay in Columbus for that or not, I suppose that will depend on how soon thereafter my shifts begin.

On top of the pizza place, I do have a programming contract which I accepted an advance for as of today. This post is actually a brief respite from the beginnings of that work. I've begun tinkering with the relevant APIs in PHP, but I'm considering seeing if the owner's hosting company can handle ruby or python however unlikely it may be.

Since I'm able to type this from a laptop, clearly I was (thankfully) able to make a trade via craigslist of my former desktop for a laptop. But most importantly, the only reason I was even able afford the gas to go anywhere or do anything was because of the donations and kindness I found on Reddit recently when I made a post there about some of the troubles I was having. That same post also opened up the opportunity for the contract I'm working on, as well as a loan offered by someone who knows me on the askreddit IRC channel.

All in all, things are looking pretty good and I think I'll be okay. I plan on getting a replacement pair of glasses for my present ones, because the present ones are utterly broken and are held together with gradually weakening duct-tape and super glue. I was able to find a glasses seller online that had sane prices I'm able to afford, so I'm pretty excited about having my first new pair of glasses in 4 almost 5 years.

Once I'm wearing pair of glasses not taped together with duct-tape and raw hatred, I'll post a picture of myself that is recent.

In the meantime, here's another picture from Urbana and also of my best friend's El Camino.

More updates and programming commentary to be posted as it comes to me.